good evening. just woke up at 7:31pm. i woke up at 11am after 3 hours of sleep in nauseating pain. managed to get some more sleep, thank god, but i'm still in agony. it feels like my intestines are ripping themselves open. best way i can describe it. slept through the time i usually take my venlafaxine too, so withdrawals started setting in. woke up in a pool of sweat, and brain zaps are going off. hopefully that should go away soon though.

last night i made some progress in my minecraft world. i built a cafe on the complete other side of the levelled terrain. im thinking about making a little town area. i think that would be pretty cute. i've also tamed 2 more cats, so i have 3 of them. living my dreams in minecraft. i was originally only going to get one other cat, but after taming it i saw one that looks like my real life cat so of course i had to take it home. nametagged moo of course, since that is the nickname i call my cat. moobert goobert. love her dearly. she was the one who actually woke me up just now, so thank you to her or else i would've missed dinner.

i have to go fill up this hot water bottle and strap it to my stomach like a bomb, so i should go do that. i don't have a lot of energy and nothing really happened, so this is an empty post, but i like to write nonetheless.